I am in a transition in my life. After having a "career" for over 27 years, I suddenly find myself jobless. Even in 1990 when I lost my job because our school and church closed its doors, I was still sure I wanted to be a teacher, so pursued that route. I was able to find a job at a Christian School where I taught 4th grade for 15 years. I felt that I would be there until I retired. I was wrong.

In March of 2005, I was told that I was not getting a contract for the 2005-06 school year. What a shock! Yet, at the same time, I was thinking this could be a good thing, since I was wanting to take a break from the day to day classroom teaching. But, how could I quit when we depended on my income to help pay the bills? I was making a fair salary considering it was at a school, and a private school at that. So, I was scared, yet a little excited at my new venture in life. At least I was excited until the end of August came, and I wasn't hired anywhere yet. As it turns out, I'm not qualified with experience to do anything but teach! Now what do I do? Still trusting God, I continued different venues of job searching until...

On a whim I decided to call Erin, a former teacher with me who also was not offered a contract. She has a job at another school, and she mentioned that they needed a Music teacher at this school. Music Teacher? Me? why not? I have a limited musical background (7 years of piano in my "young" years, school and church choirs, and a Music Theory class way back in college). So, I called, and sure enough they still had the position available. I sent my resume, and a few days later I get a call to come in for an interview. Great! Sounds like a great opportunity. Bad news...it's only one day a week, and only 5 hours a day. I need more than that! But, it sounded like something I would really like to do. And then she said..."We also have a Library position opening, IF we get enough student enrollment." Great! I would love to be a Librarian! Bad news...only one day a week as well, and the pay would be even less than the Music position. But, I figured if I could get subbing jobs on the other 3 days, it should be ok...barely.

Good news! I was hired! for both the Music position AND the Librarian position! I had also put my name in at two other Christian schools to sub, so it seemed feasible, especially since I could sub at my school also. Bad news...I get an email from my former principal saying he didn't think I should sub there at all this year because of all the trauma of the changes made. What? I am very puzzled...

Feeling down...

Good news! I got a subbing job at one of the schools on the first Friday of school! Things are looking up.

Bad news...went to the dentist and found out that I need reconstructive surgery on my receding gums...what? How are we going to pay for that? But, insurance should pay 80% and the periodontist said we could work out a payment plan. Ok...

Good news...?...on Friday (16th) I received a phone call from a company in LA that saw my resume on Monster.com and they want me to come in for an interview. Scheuduled for next Friday....hmmm...it's downtown...scary...will they let me work one or two days a week at my Music/Library job? Can I tell the school...sorry, I found something else? I know how small schools are, and I would hate to put them in a bind. Besides, I am really looking forward to teaching Music and being the Librarian. Why????

Trust...

Bad news...Tom goes to the doctor last Wednesday and was told that his knee that has been bothering him since his fall last fall, and surgery last spring, will need a knee replacement...in about 6 months. Minimum of 8 weeks off work...Help!

Bad news...tonight I was eating my favorite snack food (popcorn) and suddendly I was biting down on something hard...a piece of my tooth! What does that mean? I called my dental assistant friend, and she said...a crown...oh boy...more money to spend...which we don't have.

Trust...

I'm trying...but it's very hard...

More of my life later...other changes are happening...stay tuned...

mt